So, I'm back, and I'm sad cause I don't get to go see my Cubbies tomorrow. My friend who was supposed to go with me fell through. Oh well, looks like another mid afternoon on my couch screaming at the TV.
I'm sick. I'm always sick. I've been sick my whole life. I was a bubble baby! You know, one of those little tiny babies in a plastic tent for the first month of their life? That was me! I called the doctor today to call in a prescription for me. That's how bad it is. I don't even have to go to the doctor anymore, I just call her up and am like "Hey Kim, I'm sick again, can you call in a prescription to Walgreens for this and this and this..etc." How pathetic is that? Take what you can get I guess.
So it's mid-April. I've been officially single for a long time now. It was fun at first. I got to hang out with and flirt with who ever whenever I wanted. Now, it's getting old. And gosh darnit I am so sick and tired of playing the "game". I don't even know how to play that "game". You know, the one where it goes : Meet a boy, hang out with him one night and give him your number, wait for him to call for days, when he does call what do you say? When should you be available? When is it ok to call him? Its freaking dating people! It should not be this difficult. Plus, I always somehow "break the rules" and end up by myself once again. Here we go, if I like you I'll tell you, I'll answer your phone call (on the first ring mind you!), and I'll go out with you 3 days in a row (If I like you and enjoy hanging out with you why the hell not?!). The difficult part of this is figuring out if you like me back. I can flirt with the best of them, I've been known to dance pretty damn sexy, but how do you tell if this boy is receptive? I've got a specific guy in mind by the way. I see him maybe twice a week. When I do see him, he calls me beautiful and appears to be flirting back. BUT, he's done nothing farther than that. And before you say "well if you're so tired of the game just tell him and see what's up" let me first say that I am a giant pussy (unless I'm drunk). I cannot be the one to initiate anything. So, if anyone has this whole mess of relationships down pat, let me know your secret ok? I could use the help. Talk to you all later!