My sleeping schedule is completely back asswards. I went to bed last night around 6am, I woke up at 130pm. Ive seriously gotta rectify this before next semester. So Im just piddling around on the internet, checking my email, sending out emails to people who seem to think that I have forgotten them but in reality he never calls me either (CHRIS!!). I was getting to thinking. Its gonna be 2005 soon! I cannot believe it. Another new years eve to deal with. They seem so huge and then the actual moment comes and its kinda a let down ya know? Its not even a whole day, its less than a second of time that everyone celebrates and screams and yells and kisses for. What the hell is that? I mean, I get sucked into it too. I cant wait to hang out with brandon and chris holmo and k-tina and spencer and dave and lindz and hopefully chris gunga and emily....and all my wonderful friends. I cant wait to count down and get all dressed up and all excited about the midnight kiss. But if you actually sit down and think about it, it seems kinda ridiculous huh? A split second (not even if you seriously break it down) party. Other than that its an excuse to get together, enjoy one anothers company and drink. My friends and I dont need that excuse. We try and do that every single day. But what the hell.... like I said, I get sucked in too. Im gonna buy a pretty new dress! Hee! But anyway, I hope everyone has a good split second holiday and you all get to buy pretty new dresses and be kissed at midnight and have wonderful friends to sit and enjoy the split second with. Love you all.....