So, its really hard to say goodbye to some one you love. I have the unfavorable task of doing that this coming Monday. Its not permanent or anything, BUT 2 and 1/2 months is quite some time. I havent gone 2 and 1/2 months without this person in over 4 years. Creepy huh? But, this will make him happy, and if he's happy then he says he can make me happy, I dunno. You figure it out, cause I sure the hell can't. Who ever knows with me and him? We're like one big freaking bouncy ball with all the up and down nonsense. Love, it's such a jumblefuck.... Not like you all probably don't know. SO ANYWAY, saying goodbye sucks and I'm sure its gonna be one of those weepy hug and kiss and cry while he gets ready to board his plane and what not.... blahblahblah, Im such a flipping girl!!!