Damn that Connie Chung!

SHE'S SERIOUSLY SCREWING AROUND WITH MY HEAD.... SHE'S A FREAKING ENIGMA...

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Holy cow... what a day. I didnt wake up until 4pm... Brandons room is like a freaking dungeon. No windows means no light and you can sleep for days. So, Brandon is leaving in two weeks. How freaking crazy. It feels like he just got back. He'll be gone for 3 months this time, and instead of taking classes, he'll be teaching. Yikes. 3 months. Granted, its only a few weeks more than last time, but it seems like its gonna be forever. We dont know how we're leaving things concerning "us". Its kinda whatever happens happens I guess, which is the way we left it last time. Only difference is that Brandon said if he gets back this time and we still find we want to be together, its for good this time. Which made sense to me, we've been attatched to each other for so long, its time that its either set or done. My guess is, knowing us two, its gonna be set. We're doing really well lately. Ever since he got back and that whole trial nonsense started(why we even went to trial or any of that crap happened I dont know, but it brought me and brandon and all my friends closer together), we've been extremely close. We've both grown as people and have realized that the mistakes (people) we've made in the past while dating each other were just that , mistakes. No offense to anyone out there that Ive recently been with, its just that me and Brandon are kinda bonded together in some wierd way. I cant explain it.... But you never know, 3 months is a long time and either one of us could easily find some one else and we could be over. Thats odd to say. Cause anyone who knows me and Brandon also knows that is has never been over... BUT this could be it.... Wierd. Anyhoo, Im gonna enjoy the last two weeks he's here and hopefully not cry like a little girl when he leaves (im sure I will). Well, Im heading out, my mom made Chris some cookies and fudge and rice crispy treats that I have to deliver. (My mom is the most awesome person alive by the way...all my friends can vouge for her!) I hope everyone enjoys what ever holiday they are celebrating! Te quiero!

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