Ive come to find it ridiculous that people thrive off drama. Im tired of drama. Ive made a conscious decision to not be such a typical girl and eliminate a lot of drama from my life. Why have drama? I have good friends and not much more is needed. A lot of this drama will be eliminated since I have adopted the idea of truthfulness. No more lies. Thats what Ive decided. Sooo, since no one reads this damn thing anyway here goes:

1.Spencer and I made out... everyone was told and its ok now. Everyone is still friends thank god. It would suck to lose great people over such a stupid mistake.
2.Brandon (of course) was who that last journal entry was about. Im sure no one is surprised, but me and the b-dog have been talking about considering trying the ol' relationship thing again. NOTHING HARDCORE SERIOUS,we just hooked up quite a few times before he left (damn hot might I say!)..... BUT, nothing will be decided until he gets back from Bogota. BUT, if Im still single and he's single.... who knows? And if anyone has a problem with that I don't care. Im not pushing him into this nor is he pushing me. We're just trying to figure out where we are when it comes to one another...OK?
3.I tend to hate myself. Ive got a pretty thrashed self-esteem, and obviously that comes out when Im drunk and "hook up with" or go home with random guys. I plan on rectifying that starting 2 weeks ago. Woo Hoo! NO MORE LAUREN THE HO!!
4.I apologize to any people I have offended or made angry in the past, a recent situation has completely changed the way I look and act towards others. I appreciate everyone I hold close to me and everyone in general now...Brandon, Lindz, Dave, Spence, Kristina, Chris, Gus, Aaron, Johnny, Chad, Sarah, Laura, Andy... and all you other kids Im missing. I LOVE YOU!! Good ol' Gus can attest to that!

Anyway, thats a start... Im sure I have a lot more to say, but I guess those are just the few things that were weighing on my mind the most at this point. No more lies I tell you!