So that last blog screwed up and posted today when I actually wrote it like 4 days ago or something...so if the date seems screwed thats why. Hmmm, whats going on. I went and saw the new Michael Moore film. Farenheit 9/11... it was pretty damn good. Me and Spence and Kristina went and saw it together. It made me cry like a little baby, but his movies usually do. He really appealed to the emotional side of the subject, which is good for showing it to the masses of people, but I personally would have like to hear more facts in the movie. Oh well, I think it will get to a lot of people and thats good. Maybe they'll think twice about voting for good ol' George W. this time around. So I got ungodly drunk on Friday night. I went to the Brewhaus with spence and Kristina, and met up with Chad and his friend Matt there. We ended up at the bottom of the hilton and I was somewhat in a bad mood and decided (stupidly) that I was going to drink it away. I havent been that drunk in awhile. I made it through the night though, Spence made me sit at my car with him for an hour before I could drive home, Thanks Spence! It was fun. Me and Spence and Nicole and Chad and Matt and a whole bunch of hippies were there. Hippies are so funny. Hmmm, not much else is going on. I work all the time, it sucks, but I need the money. I want to get back into cocktailing soon. Im a damn good waitress when it comes to working at a bar, and I made a shitload of money.. and Browns isnt even that busy of a bar, so if I went somewhere more popular I think I could make hella cash. I cant freaking believe its June 27th. This summer is going by so incredibly fast. Summers always do, its the baseball season and I dont want it to end, and so time speeds up just to piss me the hell off. Grrrr. Um, B-dog, if youre readin this, I wanted to tell you that I cant send your wallet right away, Im gonna have to use the post office cuz fed ex is gonna charge me $56 to freaking send it. And I cant get the hook up like I thought I could. So it may be awhile before you get it. You'll love it, some of the pictures are freaking hilarious! Life is going pretty well. Its kinda strange how you can feel yourself becoming a different person. Ive talked about how I needed to change before, but just the other night while I was out did I actually kinda feel like a different person. Im more confindent in myself, Im making new friends, and Im pretty much having a good time all the time. Only certain things get me down, like when I see people that I dont wanna see, or when I think about Brandon being in Bogota, but other than that, Im pretty much a generally happy person now. Much different than the Lauren of last year. And let me tell you what, it feels pretty damn good and I dont think I ever wanna go back. Ill be going to UIS next semester. 2 classes there, 3 at LLCC. Im just ready to be done with this point of my life. The Im a college kid who goes out and gets drunk and gets laid stage. Im done!! And anyone who is still in that stage I suggest going on because it is a much happier point. At least for me that is. Hmmmm, I think thats really about it. Im probably gonna end up at the Brewhaus tonight. Eric is back from vacation today and Im sure he'll be calling to hang out at the bar and talk baseball.... I love being the cool girl who can keep up with the boys when it comes to sports. The guy Matt that was hanging out with Chad on Friday actually decided to give me a test on the Cubs... he said that the girls he meets who say they like the Cubs cant even usually tell him the starting line up let alone any details... so I passed with flying colors, and he said Im the first girl to do it. Little things like that make me happy. GO CUBBIES!!! Well, I guess that is it. Brandon, Im gonna try and call you tomorrow night to see how youre doing, so if you read this before then expect my call!! Love you all and focus all your positive energy on the cubbies winning today ok?! Gracias!!! Have a wonderful evening!!