Wow, it really hurts

Ow , ow, ow , ow.....Its funny how people say that their heart is breaking all the time. But its just looked at as a figure of speech. But in actuality, its true. Brandon left for Bogota today, and it seriously feels like my heart is ripping in half. Its definately not a good feeling. can you imagine 3 months without your full heart? Yeah, it sucks. But I guess I have to deal with it. Im leaving for Bogota in 9 weeks. I just want it to pass as soon as possible. I want to see him again. Youll have to forgive me, Im kinda a basket case since he's been gone and probably dont make much sense to anyone. But you know, when you cry so long, its hard for your brain to get oxygen and it starts to wonder on you.... anyway. I miss him with all my heart and I know he's reading this while in Bogota and I just want to tell him that I love him and miss him sooooooo much. Please come back to me soon ok? Te quiero!!!!!