23 year old women and 18 year old men....

You know what my favorite show is? Well, at least at this very moment.... Degrassi: The next generation (Chris Gunga!) Its for like 12-18 year old kids to watch and learn about life and what not. But, you wanna know why I like it so much? A character called Craig Manning. He's played by Jake Epstein.Holy crap he is so hot. He looks kinda like my highschool sweetheart. The tatoo'd (although Jake doesnt have any tatoos I dont think, but he looks like he should) lean, tall, male model, rocker look. Soooooo hot. I love guys that look like that. What Im wondering is, is this OK or is this sick? He's an 18 year old actor (JUST turned 18 I think) and Im 23 year old young woman. BUT, I must admit, if I ever ran into this boy, wouldnt think twice about going to bed with him. BUT, once again he's 18!! Im so creepy sometimes. Ummm, Brandon and Angus are going on some sort of trip this week. He's been gone for over 2 weeks now. I am definately feeling a little different. Who knows if this is good or bad yet. But anyway, he'll be gone the rest of the week. So he wont be able to get ahold of anyone. Me and Chris are going out tomorrow night. Hopefully Ill get to see him make out with a married man and grab some random guys HUGE penis again at the gay bar. We are definately too close. HA! Ummmm, I think thats it. Ill talk to you all later. love ya!!!