25 days

So it has now been 25 days since I have had sex. I hate it. I hate being alone at night. I hate not waking up in the morning seeing some one sitting next to me. I hate not having some one to kiss or hug or cuddle with. I hate not having sex. I miss him. I am actually aching at this point. Not just mentally aching, but PHYSICALLY aching. It really bites. Just to feel his hands on me for a split second would help. God, why did I end up this way? Why cant I be like some of my friends who dont need sex. Grrrrr, come home soon.. I need you.