Serving booze on Valentines Day

Happy valentines day everyone! I hope that everyone is having a better one than I am. Im currently at school, then I work for 8 hours at the bar. Woo Hoo. Not the greatest valentines day Ive ever had but oh well. I did get one thing today that I desperately needed. I got to talk to Brandon. Like actually speak to him! He got a cell phone! It was so incredibly wonderful to hear his voice. Its so strange how I havent spoke to him in almost 2 months. I almost forgot what he actually sounded like. But we discussed my trip and how good it was to hear each others voices and all that nonsense. It was a nice valentines day gift. Sex would be better. So Brandon got a job. He works these ungodly hours and he can only take off 2 days of work while Im there. So we'd only get to travel to the beach once for 4 days. Im thinking of postponing my trip until June when he'd be able to take a week off work and we could travel and do whatever we wanted. That does sound nice, but I miss him SOOOO much. Just being able to see him for 2 weeks would be enough for me right now. The thought of sleeping with him (literally and sexually) is soooo appealing to me that I might just go for that. We'll see. Ive got a little time to decide. Anyhoo, I worked last night. Im picking up a bunch of extra shifts to make the money I need for this trip. It was rediculous. I dont know what has changed about me, but I was hit on so much last night. More than I ever have been before. Enough to where the door man had to tell this guy to stop TAKING PICTURES OF ME!!!!! He was literally following me around like the f'ing poparazzi. I was running away covering my face and shit... freaky!Granted, Ive lost weight, Im pretty damn tan, and Ive got a cute new hair cut, but Im not that much different. Ive never viewed myself as "hot". Maybe it was just the valentines bug in the air or something. One guy couldnt stop talking about my breasts, and another actually told me to my face that I gave him a boner by just looking at me. AHHHHH!!! Where do these people come from and why do they surface when Brandon is away and can't protect me? Anyway, it was just an odd night. I made good money though. And I have to do it all over again tonight. Joy. Im still sexually frustrated. 42 days!!! Thats the longest Ive gone since the last time Brandon was in Colombia. I hate it!!!!! Im a freak I tell you. I know girls that choose to go that long without sex. What is wrong with me? Well I guess that is all I have to report. Have a wonderful fuzzy wuzzy valentines day all you shits who actually have some one here to cuddle with! Come into the bar and have a drink and visit with me while youre cuddling at least ok? love you all!!!!!